Prudy Blue and failed relationships.
Well,it is no secret that my love lives are never solid or stagnant. from this one to that one. "he's such a great guy" to "what an ass,I want nothing from him anymore!". The story goes without saying that my relationships are failures.
What could be the reason for this? Do I not have the looks? The brains,perhaps? or it could even be my body...maybe?
(giggles) Sadly though,you can never be good enough for a man who is NOT ready to handle you or not strong enough to handle you.
I am a free spirit,very expressive,I speak my mind and don't sugarcoat the truth. Perhaps my personality comes off as a bit rude sometimes or a bit too strong but actually if you get to know me I am an amazing female. I have the absolute potential to make the ideal girlfriend.
See where I am getting with this? Too many guys are hoping to find perfection when they finally get to be in the same room as me. What perfection are you searching for in me? I cuss,I get mad,I cry,I have blonde moments but above all,I also make mistakes.
Too many of the guys I have been with either leave or start acting up before they get to know me well. I know they say "a female is meant to be loved and not understood" but see,you won't be able to love me because you aren't trying to understand why I do certain things. You make assumptions,you make your own conclusions,yet you failed to sit me down and talk to me like a civil person. If you want to cuss first before you sit me down,that is fine. I usually cuss first before I collect myself. Rather a man who cusses and collects himself than a man who appears to be collected but doesn't sit down and reflect on what happened an hour ago. That's why men leave me,so to say. They expect perfection from me but forget that I am human.
Why I leave them? That has everything to do with them beginning to treat me otherwise and expecting me to be fine with it. Look,I can sit down and reflect but after a certain number of reflections over the same issue then I will not tolerate you. Besides that,my father has been treating my mother like gold for 35 years now. I have seen an example of what it means to be treated right. Why must I move away from what I see at home? mhm?
Technically why my relationships don't work out is because I am extremely misunderstood when we're together in one room. They don't try to get to know me.
If I ever found a guy who had the strength to sit down,reflect,get to know me,ask me why I behave in certain ways,believe me,it would lead straight to marriage.
Besides that,I am young man! haha,there will be someone eventually, but the main point is if guys could get to understand me and not make an image of me to their expectation or perception,then all would run smooth.
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